im feeling pretty great today.
threw out alot of useless stuff in my room.
deleted all the cute emails in my inbox
and all the smses in my handphone.
organised my work into files.
all except one letter.
i don't dare to open it. don't dare to touch it.
why?! i'm supposed to let go.
i know if i get hold of it i will definitely open and read it
and everything will start flowing back.
omg im starting to cry again.
damn. it hurts. more than when i broke my arm.
more than when i landed face first in the sand pit
more than all the pain i've faced.
i was in love. i really was.
but it doesn't matter now does it?
time will heal. time will heal.